where to start...

I've thought about blogging for a long time, but was always unsure because I didn't feel my stories would interest others. However, a little over a month ago I was talking with someone and they asked me if I blogged. When I said no they responded that I should, so I finally gave in and thought I'd give it a try. I'm not really sure where this is gonna go at this point in time, but I'm hoping it will develop into something more specific than just whatever is on my mind lol. However, for now that is what its going to be =P I like to ponder specific questions and then talk them out with myself and writing it down always seems like a good way to do so. My question for today is spurred by something I saw on fb. My ex bf posted a picture of his new gf and despite the fact that I don't want to be with him, and I'm pretty sure I don't have feelings for him, I can't seem to get it out of my mind, so my question is, why do I care so much? I can't come up with a logical reason as to why I care. I should be happy for him! and I mostly am, but at the same time I can't help but feeling sad, like I was too easy to get over. The only thing I can think of is that I'm disappointed I wasn't the first one back on the horse...like its a race to win the break up...that sounds so sad. I can't help but wonder if other people feel this way too. Its driving me crazy.